As I begin to write this, I’m not sure you will ever see it. Honestly, sometimes I refrain from writing because what I think is likely to come pouring out of me is so raw and real that I’m not sure if I’m ready to look at it let alone willing to fling it into the “universe”.
I’ve had a rough week. Sometimes I am at a loss to express what I’m going through, maybe because I’m not quite sure myself and I feel that if I do share, no one is going to understand the battle I’m facing, so why waste my breath trying to explain when I’m already exhausted to begin with? So, I sigh and say it’s fine and keep it moving; which leads me to my next train of thought that may be responsible for derailing me. No matter how trying it is, I’ll just try more, try harder, longer, faster, smarter and guess what? It’s never enough and well, that’s a real bummer. Continue reading “Tender and Grateful”